the.curse.of.the.firstborn.

i think in my eagerness to please and prove his every fantasy true i've aided and conspired in helping my dad forget that i am a girl. so what if i've always taken care of my own finances. so what if i managed to buy him a car two months after getting my first job. so what if despite whatever financial quagmire i land myself in i 've never onced missed my monthly payments OR my mother's allowance OR money for my brother. I'M A GIRL!!! A FREAKING GIRL!! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT CPFs OR JOB STABILITY AND ALL THAT SHIT. I'M NOT FAT OR UGLY OR STUPID OR CRAZY OR RETARDED. I CAN COOK AND WASH AND CLEAN AND ALL THAT STUPID SHE-BANG! AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE, I'M SURE I CAN CONVINCE SOMEONE TO MARRY ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME IF IT WORRIES HIM SO MUCH THAT I'M STILL ALONE AND UNSTABLE.

a job with cpf OR marriage. wow, THANKS DAD! talk about choices!