i.am.a.despotic.housefly.

i wake up every morning and eventually come into contact with little ppl and they do little stupid things that annoy me but because at this pt my life has no bigger purpose these little things just grow and grow to the point where they really get to me
and then because i don't have ANY of my coping mechanisms anymore they get into my head to the point where they ACTUALLY become a matter of great significance to me and then i get depressed and cry and then feel stupid for crying and then fall asleep tired and filled with self loathing
tu ajer....

so next time i get asked how i'm doing, i wish i could say

i'm doing stuff