if i was my blog...

i'd be pretty pissed off with me. i'd say...

"oh kau, kalau tengah depressed baru kau nak carik aku. baru kau nak datang sini, mengadu nasib and go on your depressingly long-winded "oh-woe-is-me" sob stories. and then when everything is peachy-dandy again, off you go! banyak cantik muka kau, kau ingat aku nie aper, your bloody aunt aggy is it?!?"

well, thank god, i'm not my blog and my blog can't talk. so i guess that means i can continue to use and abuse her. search her out in my moment of need and discard her when life is fine and beautiful again. tee hee hee...

evil-kernevil? well, rather her than you, RIGHT?

doo dee doo dee doo...

HR- human rejects..? retards..?

There's something about HR people that just ruffles my feathers. not all of them mind you, cause i've met some who just ooze sophistication and charm and interpersonal skills from every French-tip of their well-manicured fingernails. But there are so many insipid, petty, annoying, self-important, scruffy, uneducated, uncongenial "i've-been-a-clerk-for-50-yrs-so-it's-only right-i-got-the-HR-gig" types that you wonder, how could someone so inept at interacting with other human beings be made responsible for the welfare of her fellow colleagues?

there, i've said it. in short, i think they suck and are a waste of space. them and the whole admin-schmamin company policy hogwash.

bah!

new gig, new shoes, new you???

heh,

sometimes i wonder if this new job means much more than just simply more money for me, my honey and the singapore economy. whether it means the beginning of a new beginning or whether it's just another false start, like so many that i've had before.

am i changing for the sake of changing or is there a part of me that is slowly finding the strength to be the better person that i know i can be? and this new stop, while it's oh-so deathly quiet could actually be a good place to start.

or maybe, i'm just hyping this up to justify to myself yet another oh-so typically impulsive decision.

dunnoe...

bleurgh...

OH MY GOD!
i am so bloody depressing! this blog is so melancholic and depressing and whingey and indulgent and just downright IRRITITATING AND GIRLY AND ANNOYING!


urghh.. i need to get out of this. it's so not healthy!

HeLLUCINATE -my chemical romance

was it all in my head?

did i imagine it all...
the laughs the love the vows your hand on my curves the trips the 'trip's the intent the intimate the hugs the kisses the tender the fun the raves the weekend getaways the dinners the introductions the promises the togethers the yearning the longing the missing the reunions the rejoice the.... th...

that look in your eye that spelt forever

was all that really a figment of my imagination? was i so self absorbed and indulgent that i didn't realise that i was the only one having a ball of a time while you were plodding along and dragging your feet?

i guess so..

thanks then, for accommodating for so long. you've been very KIND.