how to spot a janex junkie

you don't need it but still you look for it.
you can't refuse it.
you hate it but still you seek it.
you can't go without it.
you know you're better off without it.
you know you shouldn't depend on it.
you know you shouldn't have a surfeit of it.
you know you need to find alternatives to it.

yet all that knowledge means jackshit.

...all that knowledge means jackshit.

you.crave.for.it.you.want.it.you.wish.you.have.it.you.forsake.others.for.it.you.obsess.about.it.

it.fills.your.waking.thoughts.and.your.fitless.sleep.it.eats.you.alive.and.spit.you.out.whole.

and.still.you.come.crawling.back.begging.for.more..,