when it's ten and i'm still at work...

saya dah penat sekali melayan fikiran yang berlari-lari anak dalam kepala otak saya sepanjang hari macam hamster lari di dalam roda mainannya kerana saya tahu, sama seperti hamster itu, fikiran saya pun tak ke mana...

the treadmill has never been and will never be my favourite exercise machine. in fact, amongst all the useless pieces of junk in the gym, i vote it the most pointless use of good resources such as stainless steel, aluminium and rubber.

having said that though, in one of those rare moments where my thoughts escape me cause it's obviously otherwise occupied, i shall just quote frou frou...

"All the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
(this is not in mind..)

let me tell you this,
I feel totally lost
if im asking for help
its only because
being with you has opened my eyes
could i ever believe such a perfect surprise
I keep asking myself
wondering how
I keep losing my eyes
but i cannot get out
Im going to fly to a place where its just you and me
and nobody else
so we can be free

All the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
This is not in mind, THIS IS NOT IN MIND!
(all the things you said...)

and im all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
they say it's my fault but i want him so much
I wanna fly him away
with the sun and the rain comin over my face
wash away all the shame
and when they stop and stare
dont be worrying me
cuz im feelin for him what he's feelin for me
I can try to pretend i can try to forget
but it's driving me mad goin out of my head

All the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
(this is not in mind...)
(all the things he said..)

Mother, looking at me, tell me, what do you see?
yes, Ive lost my mind

daddy, looking at me, will i ever be free?
have I crossed the line?

All the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
all the things he said
runnin through my head
runnin through my head
all the things he said
(this is not in mind...)
(all the things he said..)"

*editor's note: lyrics have been changed slightly so as not to be accused of plagiarism...*