it's true what they say...

"kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga".

see that's the thing about being a yuppie scum, you work with other yuppie scums. and NEWSFLASH, they're not just that. some of them are also barracudas, leeches, vampires and vultures waiting and hoping for that one tiny slip up on your part to pounce on you like a pack of wolves and make away with as much of your body parts and organs as possible.

and so i slipped and what i got to witness was a scene worthy of an episode in discovery channel's 'world's most vicious predators'. a dozen shylocks demanding for the pound of flesh i didn't know i owed them.

i gotta say though, watching it all come crashing down is such a surreal, out of body experience. it's like watching the World Trade Centre collapse on CNN. i would have gone "WOW... WICKID!" if it weren't for the fact that it's happening to me.

oh well, lesson learnt. so now at least i know that all the pats on the back was because i didn't give them the excuse to unsheath their daggers. and while it'll be another long arduous journey up the food chain, at least now i know that the hand that feeds you is actually itching to bitch slap you.

oh well, back to the drawing board then. and no thank you, you don't have to show me the way. i know it like the back of my hand. and while i'm at it i'll pick up and salvage whatever scraps of me that you might have left behind.

thank you all. i guess i should have paid more attention in class when they were teaching WORK "ETHICS" 1101.